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two weeks i could feel what happiness is

two weeks for me to fall for you.

i keep trying to move on living this life without you,

i can't stop cring holding those roses,

I kept holding the rose flower which has now withered,

i continued to read every letter that you gave before,

""I may not have a right to make this say to you that no one person is perfect, I'm not perfect for you, nor you to me. we know, everything is not going dipaksain good jadinya.buat the love you really as I am, maybe I'm not the person most dear to you, many who would really love to you than I am now. moreover they know how good you are and how much you want to make them happy. like you who wish me happy. only stupid guy who do not want to be your guy, and I'm one ..

ps do not ever scared I will not be there for you because I'll be around and kicking, and there's nothing worth crying.especially no one, and someone like me does not even worth a drop of your tears.smiley ~ smiley "
happy new year,
jakarta dec 31st 2009
xxx "

I still can smell your presence every time I miss you..

yes,i am a dreamer.

because I'm a dreamer,

I satisfy my pain when i missed it
imagining all about em,
yes,before 3 weeks ago

I'm still sitting here,
accompanied by rain,
singing,
"It's been a long time since you called me
You got me feeling crazy
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can not do it baby
What will it take to make you come back,
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just Is not true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you .. "

everytime i miss you,

i don't know what to do,

don't know hot to tell you how much i miss you every single day..

caused every pieces me thier wants you..

I still can feel how happy I am right then,

the way you made me feel so right,

the way you hold me so tight,

and said,"baby girl,everything will be okay"

i felt terrible about it,

but I could not stop.

I could not stop writing to you.

I could not stop trying to tell you.

It's like those two weeks we spent
together were too perfect, you know?
It was not fair for me to have a few
weeks like that in a world like this,

and so we have to pay them back for it.

I think we've been paying them back for it ever since.

So although it is difficult,

Which means all I can do is wake up every

morning and say thank you. To the

sky. To no one. To everyone.

I want you to know, though,

that no matter how much time passes,

no matter how far away you are...

... on nights like these, you'll
always be here with me.

And more than anything else, I hope
that part of me is out there with
you, too ...

... wherever you may be.
It's a small gesture, but it's all
that I have. I hope that it is
enough.

Two weeks together.That's all it
took.

three months together.that's the best events in my life.

even though you hate me so,so it does not matter you're out there,

and I know you're so happy out there ..

one thing you should know ..

I'm still in the same place,
I'm not at all able to leave all of things about us,

i tried to push myself away.

everything looks dark,
while I was now blind, and mute
I lost my way to find you..

i lost my way..

a girl who missed u like hell.

ur used to baby girl,

shirley anggraini (",)