again.

I woke up,

I curse the rain so much ..

pain was more piercing,

when I pray to the Master Poet,

I bow to Him for the umpteenth,

I knelt down and sand covered with soil,

My feet stuck again,

by the past.

i rip my chest,

i cut slowly,

very slowly.

I whispered,

"until when Sir,

until when? "

I ran so far,

turn off the sound kept possession of my head.

when the desire deadly sense.

when the ego stepped on the liver,

it has blinded my eyes.

difficult to stay in the skin lines.

disappointed lethal whole nerve,

so numb.

I no longer can feel,

point they call happy.

kuhidupkan hatred so great,

I continued to kneel,

occurred,

I was expecting something,

which has been blinded,

silencing.

something that can not exist.

praying it's really empty,

there are no objects there.

I found that I ran in the room,

so I open my eyes,

I'm still in the same place.

still above the ground covered,

increasingly mired.

seemed empty.

really disappointed lethal half lives.

I'm a loser,

running from something called the real,

yes, life.