wed,dec 16th 2009

i met him for real.i felt so right when i hugged him.

i felt like every pain is gone.felt like all of my worries were left in a sec.felt like there's no pain in my chest,i lost my breath,

caused that moments are what i waited for so long.

i don't know what happen to me after the time will come,

when the time say,"left him,mybe this is the best way to make him happy..".

i don't have any idea.caused i felt he is a half of my life.he is my energy.he is the most important part in my life.nobody could make me happy as he did.

i felt so bad when his friend asked,"did u ever take her to ur dad?".

guess what,it's like i lost my breath and i just look down,i felt that pain in my chest.

i dunno why i could love you this much..

i can't live without you.

i dunno what i supposed to do when i can't sleep,and you are not around.

what i supposed to do when nobody support me,

i feel like i live alone :(